Now, let me preface this tale by saying this is only a very large brush stroke of the past few years, with thousands of magickal flowers popping up along the way.
Anyway, hopefully this entertains and inspires. I went through a lot to be able to write this to you! (ha!), but the drafts I laid out were in my mind, swimming in my new pool which overlooks lush rainforest and majestic views; but let’s not get too far ahead.
A few years ago:
In the wild rollercoaster of life’s ups and downs, my journey from the clutches of a narcissistic and abusive marriage to a liberating divorce in a town where I was a complete stranger, with no family in sight, then spiraling into 11 months of homelessness, followed by the grand finale of a flood that wiped my possessions away, is nothing short of a Hollywood blockbuster – complete with resilience, jaw-dropping manifestations, and the unwavering belief that, “Holy shit, mind bending transformation is possible!”
Picture this: A divorced soul, liberated but extremely against the odds, in a town where the only familiar face was its own reflection in the mirror. Divorce was like a thrilling escape, but it left me in the desolate corners of life. Yet, during these times, doubts crept in, faith wavered, and the impostor syndrome knocked on the door. It was a tumultuous journey, but I kept working on my blocks, clearing doubts, and really, truly feeling that anything is possible because there is nothing better than a magickal life, I have seen it so many times and find myself continually living it; although it doesn’t always ‘feel’ like it.
But….Fasten your seatbelts and hold onto to your flappicinos! The journey took an unexpected turn into 11 months of homelessness – a rollercoaster ride of vulnerability, where I, the stubborn wizard, started crafting my own destiny, rising above challenges like a ‘huzzah’ phoenix. Doubts lingered, faith faltered, but the magick within me persisted. It was a symphony of doubts and determination, a magickal ballet of clearing blocks and embracing the unknown.
Plot twist! After months of uncertainty, I finally found a place and damn it felt good. Freedom within for the first time in so many years. Rebuilding my inner world after such an emotionally and mental abusive marriage, only for Mother Nature to show up uninvited. A flood, a chaotic twist in the plot that almost drowned me – physically and metaphorically. So, yes, I used magick to find a place, it took 11 months (yep I thought with all my experience and having such incredible results it would be quicker but it wasn’t), and just like that, it was washed away. In these moments of despair, the doubts returned, faith wavered, but the resilience and the belief in the magick persisted. I can look back now, where I am two years later and actually be impressed with the ‘timing’ of it all.
Rising from the Floodwaters: Getting my Magickal PHD
Now, imagine me amid the wreckage, feverishly practicing radionics and magick like a sorcerer with a blank canvas – creating magickal art out of the chaos. Doubts, like stubborn shadows, cast themselves upon my path, but I kept working on my blocks, clearing doubts, manifesting, honing in my craft and feeling the unshakeable belief that anything is possible in this magickal life. What seemed to be painful, failed magick not manifesting was actually some mind blowing ‘universe doing it’s thang’ to the highest possible outcome; which I am in right now.
The subsequent months unfolded like a suspenseful drama, with patience, resilience, and an unwavering belief in the transformative potential of radionics and magick. Results didn’t drop like an anvil; they emerged like a magickian pulling a rabbit out of a hat – on their own damn time. Doubts tested my resolve, faith flickered like a candle in the wind, but the magick within me burned brighter.
And now, the grand finale (well for now, I imagine)! The curtain rises to reveal me in my dream house complete with everything I had casted into my radionics device (pool, spa, bar!, rainforest back yard, earthy elements, the list goes on), with the love of my life – a triumphant wizard, unconventional practices and all. The dream mansion is not just a house; it’s a symbol of victory, shaped by intention, energy, and the sheer gorgeousness of a magickal life. Doubts, imposter feelings, and moments of lost faith peppered this journey, but the alchemy of magick turned them into stepping stones. But all this within a couple of years? I am still pinching myself.
Like a phoenix rising from the floodwaters, I rebuilt not just my physical existence but the very fabric of my being. The flood had washed away the old, making space for a more badass version of myself. Doubts may have whispered in the background, but the unwavering belief in the magick of life drowned out their noise.
In this “You’re freaking kidding me” journey, from divorce to dream love/and mansion!, I learned that the universe has its own rhythm. Life orchestrated the best outcomes when I surrendered control and trusted the cosmic design. Talk about a cosmic plot twist! Doubts may have danced on the edges, but the cosmic design unfolded with a magickal precision that leaves me with a permanent jaw droppped ‘no waaay’ expression on my stunned face.
But wait, there’s more! Love emerged from the floodwaters, an unexpected twist in the tale. Amid the debris, I found the love of my life – a serendipitous meeting that emphasized that, sometimes, love emerges from the most unexpected places. I wasn’t even looking for love! I needed some kind of stability but I guess manifestation happen when they’re supposed to, not when ‘I’ want them. Ha!
And in a synchronized dance of magick and it’s weird and comedic timing, I recognized a twin flame connection. The journey, once marked by hardship, now became a shared exploration of the profound – a magickal terrain we now navigate together, not by doing magick but the energy being magick itself, which is love; unconditional love.
With 30 years of experience under my wizard hat, the flood became a metaphorical clean slate. Life transformed into a blank canvas awaiting the strokes of manifestation – a masterpiece crafted with every intention, every magickal act. Doubts about the possibilities lingered, but the magickal brush painted over them, creating a canvas of boundless potential.
Every intention became a brushstroke, and every act of magick and radionics a deliberate choice in crafting a masterpiece. The canvas of life reflected the dreams held in my heart, with each manifestation a testament to the potency of intention and the magickal forces at play. Moments of imposter syndrome were transformed into strokes of resilience, creating a living work of art.
This ‘holy shit’ rollercoaster journey, now a love-infused masterpiece, unveiled the depths of love and the transformative power of viewing life as a blank canvas. Lessons fromyears of magick and radionics became the guiding principles – a chapter where the canvas is blank, and the potential for manifestation knows no bounds.
The story that began with divorce, homelessness, and the wreckage of a flood has evolved into a love-infused masterpiece. With the love of a lifetime and the alchemy of magick and radionics, life’s canvas has become a vibrant tapestry of dreams manifested. This journey is a testament to the resilience of the human spirit, the magick inherent in every moment/ in all of us and which is infused in ALL things, and the boundless possibilities that unfold when we view life as a blank canvas waiting to be adorned with the brushstrokes of intention and love.
Today, I am living my dream life, in my dream house, with the love of my life, and doing dream work – practicing radionics to share the amazing results with as many people as I can. The journey continues, the magick persists, and the belief that anything is possible in this magickal life remains unwavering.
Embracing the Unseen Symphony: A Call to the Stubborn Mystic
As we reach the final crescendo of this epic tale, let it be a rallying call to those weathering storms, battling doubts, and feeling the weight of life’s uncertainties. In the intricate dance of the universe, where chaos meets creation, know this: you are not alone in your struggles.
To those questioning their worth, doubting their path, or feeling like impostors in their own narratives, remember that doubt is but a shadow in the brilliance of your potential. Embrace your doubts, dance with them, and let them be the stepping stones to a stronger, more resilient you.
The journey shared here, laden with twists and turns, serves as a testament to the cosmic design that unfolds in non-linear, awe-inspiring ways. When life seems like an uncharted labyrinth, and doubt creeps in like an unwelcome guest, be the stubborn mystic who persists, believes, and knows that the universe’s plan is far grander than our limited perceptions.
In those moments when doubt knocks on your door, answer with the unwavering belief that anything is possible in this vast, mystical existence. The universe, with its unseen forces and cosmic choreography, has a way of surprising us in the most magnificent ways. Be open to the unexpected, for the universe’s imagination far exceeds our own.
As you navigate the labyrinth of your life, be the artist of your destiny. Paint your dreams on the canvas of existence, with each intention a stroke of empowerment, and each act of magick a testament to the infinite possibilities that surround you. Remember, the universe is conspiring in your favor, orchestrating a symphony that transcends the linear limitations of time and space.
To those yearning for a heart’s desired existence, be a stubborn mystic in the pursuit of your dreams. Hold your vision like a torch in the darkness, even when doubt tries to blow it out. Your heart’s desires are not frivolous fantasies; they are the guiding stars leading you to your most authentic, empowered self.
So, stand tall in the face of doubt, embrace the non-linear magick of the universe, and know that the unfolding chapters of your life are more extraordinary than you can fathom. Be the stubborn mystic who refuses to let doubt dim the light within. Your existence is a masterpiece in the making, and the universe is your greatest collaborator in crafting a life beyond imagination.
In the grand tapestry of existence, you are both the artist and the masterpiece, the creator and the creation. Embrace the unknown with a heart full of courage, for the universe is waiting to unveil its grandest surprises in the most magnificent ways.
As this tale concludes, let it be a beacon of inspiration for those navigating their own odysseys. Embrace your doubts, dance with the universe, and be the stubborn mystic who paints a life that echoes the desires of the heart. Your journey, like this narrative, is an ever-unfolding story of resilience, magick, and love – a story worth telling and living to its fullest.
May your heart’s desires guide you, may your doubts transform into stepping stones, and may the universe’s non-linear magick unveil a life more extraordinary than you dared to dream. In the dance of existence, let the music of your heart lead the way.
The stage is set, the curtain falls, and the journey continues. Be the stubborn mystic, and let your existence be a testament to the limitless possibilities that await those who believe in the magick of their own hearts.
